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What to Do When God Betrays You

In the name of God, the Most Merciful, the Most Compassionate Once again I find myself musing about Satan. He is a striking, almost pathetic figure: a djinn (immaterial being) who was foremost in worship turned bitter and vengeful upon witnessing God's love for man. I wonder what his feelings towards God were. What drove his anger? Jealousy? Perhaps he wished to know what it would be like to be loved as a man by God, a wish that could never be granted without becoming himself one of the hateful humans. But is it really jealousy that drove his anger? Here we have a complex web of emotions: anger, jealousy, spite, perhaps even self-hatred. How can it be disentangled to make sense of Satan's experiences sympathetically ? By this, I do not mean to agree or condone his motivations, but to understand them as though we were in his place. In the Holy Qur'an, the following story is reported of Iblis or Satan's fall from grace (7:11-18, tr. Abdel-Haleem):      We created you, We ...

Book Review: Achilles in Vietnam

In the Name of God, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful

Achilles in Vietnam by Jonathan Shay is one of the most humanizing and insightful works that I have ever read. The author, a psychiatrist who worked with Vietnam veterans with severe PTSD, compares Achilles' behaviour after being slighted by Agamemnon to the etiology of combat PTSD. He generously sprinkles first-hand accounts of veterans' own experiences of PTSD and of combat, leading to a viscerally moving, if often uncomfortable, account of the creation of trauma. 

As a brief precaution, this book does include racial slurs (as used in the first-hand accounts of veterans), but nowhere does Shay justify the Vietnamese War itself. His main point is that we can understand The Iliad better by taking Homer to be a careful observer of soldiers' experiences in battle and that we can use The Iliad--both in Homeric depictions of war, as well as in what he leaves out--to understand what is needed to support soldiers and veterans.

Shay sketches out four stages of a soldier's life (in Vietnam). Hopefully, it is obvious how they link to Achilles' story:

(1) betrayal of their sense of what's right (what's fair i.e. themis e.g. by military methods to "break down" or test soldiers) and betrayal when encountering incompetence in leadership, leading to disillusionment, distrust, and a shrinkage of moral consideration from the entire army to close comrades and detaching the soldier from the larger group,

(2) grief and a profound sense of loss at the death of a close comrade (e.g. Patroclus),

(3) a sense of guilt and then apathy at one's own life, and

(4) berserk rage (a clinical term involving a sense of god-like invulnerability and animalistic cruelty and inhumanity). Shay emphasises that the last state can last even once soldiers returned home.

Shay also outlines some aspects of the Vietnamese War that were unique to the military management of that war, such as the inability to trust one's perceptions (concealment of landmines in seemingly random objects), inability to sleep (most raids were at night-time), individual and not group rotations of soldiers (precluding communal grief), extreme dehumanization of the Vietnamese (making soldiers question their moral judgment e.g. when seeing Vietnamese soldiers with good traits), explicitly discouraging grief ("don't get sad, get even!"), Christian perceptions of self-sacrifice ("if I am willing to sacrifice myself for my friend, then why did he die? Am I still good?"). and the disconnect between the fact that Americans won every battle but were defeated in war (leading killed comrades in a ghost-like state for those left behind, without closure). Compare this to Achilles, who at least was given the ability to mourn Patroclus.

However, one of the benefits of comparing The Iliad to the Vietnamese War is that we see how vulnerable soldiers are to higher powers. The Iliad discusses the odd, whimsical, and at times cruel immortal gods, at whose hands soldiers live and die. Nowadays, Shay suggests that we might consider the larger military complex and powers-that-be as immortal gods, on whom soldiers are completely dependent.

The major criticism I had of this work is that I wish that Shay had spent more time considering the differences between honour--which Achilles cared about deeply--and fairness (which seems to be the major player in contemporary understandings of themis).

That aside, this was a fantastic piece of work. Prior to reading this, I had no sympathy for Achilles whatsoever. But Shay explained how in a combat situation, the stakes are lethal. Betrayal of trust could easily mean that one dies. A leader who does not follow the cultural norms of the army (e.g. Agamemnon taking Achilles' booty) could easily be the same leader who sends you to your death out of mere pettiness. This fact alone helped me understand Achilles' profoundly bitter rage and detachment from the Greek army.

Shay also emphasises the role of moral luck in development of character. He discusses how we are taught to think that a good person, once raised right, can withstand any and all external circumstances. But combat trauma, and trauma in general, makes us question those beliefs. It makes us realise how vulnerable our moral characters are and how dependent we are to our circumstances. Like tragedies, where there are no good choices and just inevitable suffering through no fault of the characters, veterans' stories are discomforting. We don't want to hear them. We like to imagine that if we were in their shoes, we would not have been traumatized. We would have done differently. We would not have killed civilians or had PTSD with its consequent (debilitating) effects on survivors. But the truth is that people's characters cannot withstand everything, and return to normalcy (in the sense of what is typical, i.e. innocence) is not always possible.

I found myself shaking when reading about the terrible choices that some of the soldiers had to make. Deep, irreversible loss is interlaced with gratitude: I am grateful to be lucky, I am grateful to be able to be good. But my sense of superiority is threatened by the existence of such soldiers, whose stories are reminders that our cloaks of safety can be torn to shreds by extrinsic affairs. Moral judgment in such cases is unclear, perhaps even impossible. I like to think of myself as a religious person, but I do not know what to make of tragedy, nor what to do with it. If suffering can inevitably and uncontrollably undo moral character, then where does that leave culpability?

The last point I wish to mention is Shay's emphasis on honouring the dead. The importance of the grieving process, and especially of communal grief, cannot be overstated. I know someone who told me that while he was in a United States prison on substance-related charges, his mother and his brother both died. He was not allowed to go to the funerals of either. While I always found this unfair, this book has made me realise that it was more than just that. It was inhumane and unbelievably cruel. Humans need to grieve and be able to have their losses recognised and mourned. But he can never attend their funerals, and that has the air of tragedy about it too. There are some things that cannot be taken back.

Is it justified to stay angry at such wrongs and cruelty done to oneself? Sometimes I think it is. But it might be debilitating and bring even more tears. Perhaps some events can never be resolved. Achilles cries with Priam, both mourning the deaths of those whom they love and the irreversibility of innocence lost. I don't think they will ever be the same. But they were able to enter the realm of human connection again, of honouring one another and respecting each other's losses. Without giving those with PTSD space to discuss their traumas, however discomforting, and without respecting their narratives, we can never honour them nor their fallen comrades. Nor, indeed, can we honour their enemies.

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